DeSpAiR aS a MoNkIkI.....

new livejournal

2003-11-02T01:16:00Z

Hey I'm going to get a new livejournal, ask if you want the name yeah... half the people here I don't even talk too! so yeah bye!

gags

2003-11-02T00:33:47Z

*is sooo pissed* and no Christina I'm not overreacting! Damnit! Christina just informed me that Die (from Dir en grey) was on room raiders today! It showed this girls room and his picture was on the wall! Damnit! I hate people! >_

XD!!!

2003-11-01T05:08:03Z

Wooooooo! Guess who had like the shibbiest night ever!?! Thats right bitvhes me! XD!!! So yeah I ended up going with Charlie, Josh and their friend (I think her name was Nikki *shrugs* can't remember). So we hung out at Charlie's for a tad, he kept setting off bottle rockets on the front path area XD!!! SO then we went to this haunted house place at a UMO frat house, lol It wasn't that scary but I still clung to Charlie. On a side note while we were in there another girl in our little tour group touched my tit o.o;;; Not like *bumps into it* but like *squeezes while in the dark* Kinda scary >.>

After we went to the haunted house we went to the mall and best buy, saw a buncha people from school there lol!! *pouts* We never did get to go and smash the pumpkins *cries* Oh well I'm sure I can pursuede Charlie into destroying something else with me sometime XD Also found out that Charlie is a compulsive lier too! =D!! yah! for us! *cheers*

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2003-10-31T21:55:34Z

OMG!!! My fucking parents better lemme go out tonight! *kicks parents* Charlie invited me to go do something with Josh(another VOC friend) and a friend of theirs, which is UBER SHIBBY!!! I had so much fun this morning with Christina XD;;; *glomps her and loves her* People liked my costume, some people that didn't know me last year were shocked to see me all gothed out lol I used to dress like that most days but I turned a little less black and scary this year =)

So yeah good day, I stayed after school to finish up my english so I get a good grade this quater =D! I'm hopefully gonna get all A's and B's this year which would make me happy! But yeah so I stayed after school and got everything done quicker than I thought and I didn't wanna wait for 2 hours for my dad so I asked Seth if he would gimme a ride home. So I got a ride with him and Kei XD;; I was rather shocked to find out that Seth really likes the Beetle *thinks* Maybe he isn't as bad as I thoight...

serene_despair @ 2003-10-30T16:00:00

2003-10-30T20:56:09Z

I'm toying with the idea of getting a journal elsewhere... I hardly talk to the people on this one anymore besides alot of my irl friends are itching for a free journal so I might move or something... *sighs*

Shibby!!!!!

2003-10-26T16:38:19Z

Holy shit! The last couple of days have been uber shibby!! Wait no last couple of weeks! I don't care if I got fired from work!!! The last couple of weeks have been weird but I actually learned so much about myself. I've met so many new people, made so many new friends gotten over some of my phobia's, got someone into Jrock (I got my friend Charlie into it! =)) and learned some shit along the way. But for now I'm just gonna talk about last night.

OMG where to begin... My parents went out of town this weekend and left me the SUV to use! So yesterday Christina and I went out. I was thinking we would go by the mall pick up some Thai food then go back to the house to watch movies and shit, we didn't follow those plans very well... First I took out hella lotta cash with le ATM card! =D! Then we went to the Mall, Best Buy and Borders. Bought a couple things then I was like "Hey lets go to the downtown Thai restaurant maybe Air is working" So we did, she wasn't working but we ate there anyway. During the meal Air's uncle came over and was like "Hey how are you" etc etc and he told me she was at the Brewer restaurant so I was like "shibby!" So we went there visited her then all 3 of us went to Wall Mart! XD!!!!! Christina and I caused quite a scene there, BTW "MERRY CHRISTMAS CHRISTINA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!". THen we took Air to yet ANOTHER restaurant for her to work at, by this time Christina and I were deep in conversation about Jrock XD So my mind was on Japan so I was like "Let's go to Suncoast and get Japanese Candy!" So we did, but we didn't get candy, We saw these 2 asian guys walking by and I was "Christina I'll give you a buck if you go ask if they Japanese" So she did! I heard one say yes so I was like "OMG!! Do you like Jrock?!?!?!" He was like "huh?" I was like "Dir en grey? Do you know them" He was like "yeah! You like them! How do you know about them?!" So we talked for awhile then asked for le number and voila new Jrock buddy! I'll write more about it later! So yeah awesome day! Wrote too much! Bye bye!~

=D!!! My personality!

2003-10-22T23:53:03Z

"Genevieve, you're a Shark!

Your personality is actually determined by two personality sub-types - your primary, or dominant sub-type, and your secondary sub-type. You are a Shark which means you are a Seeker / Success Your primary sub-type is defined by "Seeker" characteristics and your secondary sub-type is defined by "Success" characteristics.

That means you've got a robust love of life and a killer instinct. Chances are you hate rules, and don't plan on getting old. You're flexible and friendly on top of being innovative and smart. In short, people respect you.

How do we know all this? How do we know you're extroverted and love being in the spotlight? Or that your mantra is "work hard, play hard"? How could we have divined that dull parties make you weep?

Because while you were taking the test, you answered four different types of questions — questions that measured confidence, apprehension, willingness to take risks, and your focus on experience versus appearance — the primary traits that determine your personality. Based on your responses, we determined your personality type, Shark.

And that's just scratching the surface."

XD

2003-10-22T23:06:45Z

Christina you have such big boobies! <3

<3!!!! LOVE!!!!!

2003-10-22T01:45:55Z

I'm in love! LOL! It's official! =D!!! *spins around happily* I wont say whooo but I am infact in looooove! With a boy! It's amazing! n.n<3 So happy!

hehe n.n

2003-10-21T00:23:55Z

Yeaaaah.... Interesting coupld of days. This is so weird to just randomly meet someone and to become friends with them in just a short amount of time lol. The weirdest thing is I'm not interested in them AT ALL in a romantic way which freaks me out. I mean a guy pays the least amount of attention to me and yeah I go gaga over them! Had a shibby time at homecoming I guess I mean part of it was shibby and part of it just sucked... *sighs* I'm feeling I should distance myself from one of my best friends I don't want to interfere with them and someone else so I may just sorta fade to the background. I am now realizing Ryan was right about someone hmmm Maybe I should listen more often to him...

No matter how close I get to someone I know that Ryan will always know more about me than them. It's weird I hate it but it's true, he knows how I think better than myself at times I think. I mean him and I hardly hang out anymore but he still knows everything and I think he always will...

Responsibilty whats that? Responsibilty not quite yet!

2003-10-16T21:46:09Z

*does a little dance all horny like* XD Going to homecoming tommorow night! =D! Hopefully... watch my parents are like "No you can't go We want you to stay home and be miserable!" *shrugs* Oh well... Then I'll just rp XD I have no life it's great! n.n Hopefully a certain person goes tommorow night I asked him yesturday but he gave me a blank look... o.o; I'll kidnapp him if I have too >.>; Everyone is going to make sure we dance together if he goes XD I'm like "nuuuuuu" *dies* Oh well I'll report back on what happens *salutes you all and waddles off*

mew!

2003-10-13T22:23:10Z

Yeah... I've beem MIA for awhile now o.o;;; I guess I just sorta forgot about LJ XD I joined a new RP on Greatest Journal hosted by the one and only Boss! >B *loves Boss* I rp Izam XD!!!! *does a little dance* But yeah lately things have been going better, I might be getting a new job waitressing which would be extremely shibby!

I didn't have school today which made me quite happy, I ended up spending most of the afternoon watching Street Fighter II V, Kei lent me the whole series! <3! We've become pretty good friends which makes me really really happy! =D!!! I've been really happy lately, ne? Except I never get to spend any time with Christina anymore which is sucky... I think I know why But I'm gonna keep my mouth closed... Well hopefully I'll remember to post soon! Bai Bai!

Wee! =.=

2003-09-26T17:45:03Z

*sighs* I found out last night I might being getting shipped to New York for Christmas break so the parents can have a two week vacation. I don't mind THAT much but yeah my parents not wanting to be with me on Christmas kinda irks me. =/ I'll ask Jaime if I can stay with him instead of my relatives. XD Jaime if you read this before I call you umm, can I stay with you? XD?? I'll love you forever and we can go jrock and anime shopping together? =D *snuggles hide plushie when she's sopposed to be typing up work in Tech English class* OOOOh! One good thing about using these stupid macs is the i-tunes they have an anime/jpop channel!!!!

YAH!!!!!

2003-09-26T13:48:19Z

OMG!!! The last two days I have had sooo much fun making new icons! Especially Izam ones! XD Yeah I finally figured how to make half decent ones and I must say I am very proud of myself =DV Also the last two days I've said more than five works to Kei(I think thats how he spells his name, all my friends seem to think it's Kay o.O; BUT I KNOW THE TRUTH! >D) I even let him borrow one of my gundam DVD's! So yeah he's cool and he likes hide so it'sall good! LOVE YOU ALL!

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2003-09-24T20:00:35Z

Sorry I've not been posting lately, school is sorta taking up alot of my time... So yeah, no big changes here. Well one big one but yeah not gonna talk about it here *winks* lol. *sighs* I think I'm gonna get put back on anti-depressants I'm starting to go back into my shell and that is bad! v.v I neeeed a car! If I had one I could go and do things and wouldn't be so godamned depressed all the time!

Also lately my parents have been totally pissing me off! First my mum didn't even ask me if her friend's two girls could come stay with us over night tommorow night! Like I want to have two underclassmen with me for a fucking night! I've already stated that I'm not sharing MY computer with them and they can't sleep in my room XD;; I'm such a bitch sometimes but yeah thats what you get when you don't have any courtsey to ask if I mind! I would have said yeah sure I don't care but she should at least ask me! What if I was planning on having a friend over (not that I ever invite them to my house XD). Also the fact my parents are getting on my case about the whole dating thing, one minute they say want me to find some nice boy to have a relationship with, the next they are telling me that I can't go out on dates and stuff unless they meet the person and talk to them! For fucks sake people in less than a year I'm going to be fucking 18! I'm not a child! >

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2003-09-22T17:56:11Z

Weee! I'm here in Tech. English being bored as hell on the laptops -_-;; OMG!!! Dumpling aka Charissa and I had the greatest racist conversation last night! XD;; We're going to hell hun! ;-; Then she lefted and alas I was alone... as always. Yeah... I am going to go, just wanted to post to let you guys know I hadn't died.
BTW I'm looking for an LJ code and am willing to give oral pleasure for it XD!

IT CAAAAAAME! =D

2003-09-13T20:00:32Z

It came! yah! n.nV I now have VULGAR =D!!! It's weird they have this seperate little packet that all ready has the songs translated to english! I loooove the cd though! And it has like a user name and password to the secret site, so I go there and everything and the fricken thing wont work! But there are english directions so I'll send an e-mail later >.>; Yeah it kinda pisses me off cuz alot of the stuf on the official website is in english! >.>; He's still smiling and walking around in RINGU...

bling-bling foo...

2003-09-09T00:43:09Z

Yeah I really want to buy things, later this month I found out a new X (the series) DVD comes out, I really really want that. Also I want the Yu Yu Hakusho DVD that comes out I think in October (it's the Kurama one). ANNNND! I want a new AFI shirt! Yeah I know I have a bunch but I need more. =D Can't get enough of them! ALSOOOOOOOO I want to join the despair faction, cuz I've never been part of a band fanclub and yeah since I can't join any j-rock ones I'll join my fave american band's! =D Damn I amaze myself sometimes!

On a happier I feel a little better than yesturday (probably cuz I stayed home and slept >>)
Yeah I sat my ass on the couch all day didn't eat anything and watch weird educational shows o_O One was about daily life in Greece a billion year ago, I liked hearing about the brothels and whores XD Then I watched a show on Wicca then gambling, theeeen I switched it over to FUSE (much better than MTV) and managed to catch "The Leaving Song PT. II" by AFI a couple of times. =D ALL in all not a very productive day BUT I did learn when to quit at Blackjack! XD

Sorry! e.e

2003-09-07T18:53:02Z

Sorry I haven't been on in awhile! My happiness level is kinda low at the moment =/ Onna you are right I DO need to check my journal more often lol! Thank you for the birthday wishes lovlies! =D Ooooo! Also sorry I haven't been on aim, Friday and Satruday night I was doing other stuff. There's just not enough of me to go around! XD Ooo! Also Yesturday I started coming down with a cold and today I feel like SHIT! I mean it! urgh! It's so horrible! ;-;!! Well I gotta go, there be a tv set with my name on it! ARE YOU READY FOR SOME MOTHER FUCKING FOOTBALL!!!! YAH! FUCKING SNOOGINS MAN!

happy birthday to me...

2003-09-04T00:28:32Z

Yeah it's my birthday doesn't feel like it though, most people forgot... Whatever I don't give a shit at this point... Christina gave me the best gift of all though! n.n She told the Japanese Exchange student it was my birthday and he talked to me! Love you Christina I don't know what I would do without you! ;-; <3 <3 <3

teeth...

2003-08-31T01:22:08Z

I get my bottom braces off Tuesday...

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2003-08-30T03:40:59Z

Yeah Jesus freaks suck... yeah that means you too Onna! >P But yes... I have one IRL J.F. friend left. I don't wanna talk about the other *hissies Billy's name* What an asshole he wouldn't come in the Library today cuz I was in there... *rolls her eyes* Yes you little cock sucking fuck I'm going to eat you if your in the same room as me, che riiiight! Whatever let the little fuck think what he wants, I don't need him I've got a certain new person *winks*

school wont be that bad...

2003-08-28T01:54:00Z

Yeah first day back at school... Wasn't that bad, there's no UTC till friday so all of us were just sitting on our asses for 3 hours strait, wasn't that bad. But tommorow I don't have to go in till 11 am! yah! =D OMFG!!! We have a male Japanese exchange student named Keiichi! I haven't talked to him yet I was too shy, but I have a sneaking suspision that he lives on my road though, I really want to talk to him! x_x He doesn't live in a big city actually, alright I know this is weird that I know all this about him but I have his little AFS sheet telling about him, DON'T ASK WHY I HAVE IT! >.>;

Alright I swear I'm not obbessed with him... I'm soooo changing around my classes, I'm going to try to get into afternoon VOC so I can get my academy classes over with. I'm also changing my TECH ENGLISH to Bible/Mythology and Creative Writing and I'm not gonna take Physics I'm gonna take COOP. Mr. Johnson thinks that would be the best route for me to go.. Yeah I'll post my schedule once it gets changed around.

Seeing everyone was really weird, I totally ignored Billy which couldn't make me happier =D Hate that little christina snot! >.> I only saw Christina once! ;-;! I miss you hun! If you see this I wuv chooo! and I hope you can sleep over tommorow night so we can stay up late and rant about hot boys! But yes seeing everyone was great, hopefully I'm gonna make new friends and all that shit and I've already managaed to scare some of the froshies! Mission Accomplished! LOVE YOU ALL!

going threw changes...

2003-08-26T01:24:05Z

Last night got me to thinking... Just about the last couple of years and yeah they have gone by so fast! Shit man I'm gonna be a JR. in high school, I finally have my license and a job. Oooooooo by the way my birthday is 8 days (not counting today) what are you all planning on getting meh!? XD *is a demanding little bitch*

But yes back to what I was saying... Everything has changed I mean today while clothes shopping I bought totally different clothes than last year. Last year I was dressed as the poster child for Hot Topic now I bought more tomboyish clothes... I'm trying to not be so scary I guess cuz I want people to see the real me yah know? *sighs* I've changed so much... I used to care so much about what people thought of me now it's like "whatever take it or leave it bitch". I'm not gonna hold back this year I'm gonna speak my mind and do what I want and not care about what other people think! =D

XD!!!

2003-08-24T01:20:10Z

We've come to the conclusion that Fred has been lied to all his life... he's really just a big shit. This all his life has caused him to be ridiculed by his peers because of the the odor he gives off. He was beat with poopysticks aka plungers today at a Baltimore Airport.. XD Infact Fred just hung up on me to go poo...

DeSpAiR aS a MoNkIkI.....

new livejournal

*gags*

XD!!!

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serene_despair @ 2003-10-30T16:00:00

Shibby!!!!!

=D!!! My personality!

XD

<3!!!! LOVE!!!!!

hehe n.n

Responsibilty whats that? Responsibilty not quite yet!

mew!

Wee! =.=

YAH!!!!!

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IT CAAAAAAME! =D

bling-bling foo...

Sorry! e.e

happy birthday to me...

teeth...

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school wont be that bad...

going threw changes...

XD!!!

gags